CEO Mom — Coming Soon

There was a time I wanted to be a mom so bad it hurt. I had fertility issues and some transformational growth, my first deliberate creation experience and a miracle later I became a mom and I loved it so much. Then it got hard and it was hard for me to admit it. Another child later and it was so fucking hard, I literally wanted to pull my hair out, leave the planet or both.

So, I left. As much as I could I left, meaning I went to this seminar and that yoga class and that volunteer trip or when I was there I wasn’t fully alive and present in my body, and I worked trying to create something that would mean something, that was more significant than being a mom and a wife, which was also a shit show.

But, the problem was I had to come back home. I couldn’t leave for good. I wasn’t that mom, but I have total compassion for the one who is. I came home and I freaked out, I froze, I had all the feels and I fled my body and the moment most of the time. It was hard and messy. But, little by little I worked on being ok, I got stronger, I found grace and things got brighter and easier, at least some of the time.

Then, one day I read an email calling all CEO Women to a volunteer trip. I don’t even remember the exact CTA at this point, but I will never forget the response that I felt rise up from somewhere deep inside, from a version of myself I didn’t yet know. I am a CEO. I am a CEO of my own life. I am a CEO mom and I don’t need to go anywhere to be good enough, significant, worthy or capable. I am capable of living a life I love and I want it to start and include this home, these kids, this relationship, this body.

It was a proclamation straight out of my heart and a few years later, I’m seeing the fruits that are just beginning to ripen on the tree that grew from the seed planted by that woman I called up, of that life I proclaimed I would show up for and create.

Now I’m ready to share an adventure with you, a mom who relates and who is ready to claim her powers as a Creative Energy Optimizer Mom, because yes, you can be both. You can be a mom and be happy and have a happy family and you don’t have to be perfect to do it, nor do you have to get somewhere or prove yourself, or change, or escape. You can optimize your creative energy now, reclaiming your power now and begin to watch the magic unfold.